DVD? Novel??

Having her as my gf is the most sweet memories i ever needed..If I can save it into DVD or novel,I will watch it or read it everyday till my last air..Trully love her with my full heart..Wo hen ai ni laopo^^

Sometimes

Sometimes I'm tired bcuz i feel like i have spent my whole day gasping for air. It's like a 50kg weight is sitting on my chest n no matter how hard i try i cant seem to catch my breathe.
Sometimes i feel a dull acting in my chest n every line there is a moments silence i try to fill it up so tat i cant hear the wind whisling through the tide in my heart.
Sometimes i cry so hard tat i can't breathe n i feel like i'm going to thrown up
n sometimes i just miss her.i miss everything about her n want her be with me so bad.she cant be gone cuz i still care about and worry about her..also can say i'm not finished..finished to show her my whole heart.I'm not ready to let her got and i'm not prepared to live my life without you sweety.
U were meant to be my angel and you really is my perfect lover..that's why i love u so much by my heart.

Need each others..

I'm very sure that "fish" need "water" cuz without it "fish" cant live with..sometimes "fish" need fresh "water" , so the "water" need to be change everytime or get clean...so "water" also needed "fish" to fill the loneliness..so both can live happily ever after^^
"water" love "fish" so much^^

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart ( Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.
Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional.
Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique.
Attractive on the inside and out


PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 )
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative.
May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details.
Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish.
Good kisser. Beautiful.

Care ?

Ofcoz I care about her..I dont want any bad stuff happen to her
Really..it because I love her so much,I dont want to take her for granted.
I will risk my life just for her and to make sure she is fine..and thats what I did since I met her.
And I dont wanna lose her..cuz she is my perfect lover than others.
Even though I lose her,nobody can replace her cuz she so lovely and
my heart smiles when I be with her..I love you so much laopo!!

New heart ?

Now I realize that she is the most special person in my life.I'm very sure I will keep this heart cuz this heart just for her only..nobody can take this heart and if other person really need it , I should change new heart...so that mean that I'm gone in getting new heart plug into my body..cuz I will never leave her alone..I love her so much.

My lovely memories..

The story began when I first met this girl at friendster and I told myself that I will get her heart and make her as part of my life..and I really meant it cuz its first sight love..
In about 5days I managed to get her heart and till the 7th,she told me for a date and I promise her to give her something on that day.
Well the day had come,I leave all my stuffs behind and get ready to go for a first date..
and I didnt forget about the stuff which I wanna give to her.Then I drove my myvi to her home and park infront of her home and wait for her to show off.It was the first time I met her and I starting to get nervous.Suddenly I saw one girl coming to me from the mirror,she open the door and sit beside me..the first word out from my mouth was Hi ******. I saw her lovely smile and I starting get sweating.Then I drove my myvi to KFC to buy French Fries and eat with her inside the car. I was speechless that time when she told me to go somewhere private to have a date.
We talked alot topics that nite and I remembered to give her the present..I turned around to get the present from behind and give it to her..When I turned around,I saw her eyes looking at me and feel like wanna kiss me and I ignore it and take the box under the seat and give it to her.She shocked and smile at me. She asked me "Can I open it now or take home first then open it?" then I said.."Up to u,open now also can what^^" Then she slowly open the present and I told her " Hey! You no afraid if inside there got frog?" and we LoLing xD
After she opened it and took it out,she suddenly give me a hug and say thx with a kiss on my cheek. I started blushing that time and I reply "Your welcome sweety^^"
She hugging that bear and we starting to speechless..had nothing to talk already that time..
Then I took my chance and ask her directly.."Will u be my gf? "
She blushing , nodding her head n lean her head on my shoulder..I feel so happy when she "manja" with me..
Tomorrow after first date,we had chatting on msn alot and she ask me "Till when u wanna keep ur kiss? till you die meh?" I was like Huh?
Then on the same day we had 2nd date,I bring her to other place with such a beautiful place with shiny light bulb..at that place,we had our first kisses..that was my first kiss actually and I feel so touched and I really love her that time..after that I took her to Airport and showing her around there cuz she not really out to alot places before,just staying home only. We had nice feeling on that nite and together I took first picture with my phone's camera..she damn adorable that time.
I love her so much and hug her tightly.

to be continue....